Monday, December 27, 2010
Sunday, December 26, 2010
Frances: Do you know the most surprising thing about divorce? It doesn't actually kill you. Like a bullet to the heart or a head-on car wreck. It should. When someone you've promised to cherish till death do you part says "I never loved you," it should kill you instantly. You shouldn't have to wake up day after day after that, trying to understand how in the world you didn't know. The light just never went on, you know. I must have known, of course, but I was too scared to see the truth. Then fear just makes you so stupid.
Martini: No, it's not stupid, Signora Mayes. L'amore e cieco.
Frances: Oh, love is blind. Yeah, we have that saying too.
Martini: Everybody has that saying because it's true everywhere.
Katherine: Never lose your childish innocence. It's the most important thing.
Frances: Unthinkably good things can happen even late in the game. It's such a surprise.
Frances: Every day I watch for the old man with the flowers, and I wonder, was he born here? Did he love someone here? Did he lose someone here? He doesn't seem as curious about me, but that's all right. These days I'm something of a loner myself.
Frances: What are four walls, anyway? They are what they contain. The house protects the dreamer. Unthinkably good things can happen, even late in the game. It's such a surprise.
Saturday, December 25, 2010
Friday, December 24, 2010
I am calm, but sad in my heart and i believe miracles .... i believe :-)
Monday, December 20, 2010
Wednesday, December 8, 2010
when went home was thinking what i like and i was thinking also about list my friend had one her birthday what she would like...and understood that most of the things she would like to receive i dont care ... because if i want something like that i go and find myself but for surprise to myself i got list also for myself:
1. always and forever i like flowers :) ( alive :o) )
3. ticket to theater, opera, cinema...
mine is easy :o)
so most of the people are more complex as me but what is the strangest ...they think i am ...this is what i understood as well today :D
Tuesday, December 7, 2010
Also understood what i have to put in object and what in class hierarchy ^^ - actually there is some small difference between i thought before and now .... i need to put object hierarchy in tree view and class hierarchy as slots... because instances and alternatives are specific to each object and they are more like characteristics ^^ but different objects forms a system and i can show part-whole relationship in tree :) perfect :D
Tuesday, November 30, 2010
"What is essential is invisible to the eye," the little prince repeated, so that he would be sure to remember.
"It is the time you have wasted for your rose that makes your rose so important."
"It is the time I have wasted for my rose--" said the little prince, so that he would be sure to remember.
"Men have forgotten this truth," said the fox. "But you must not forget it. You become responsible, forever, for what you have tamed. You are responsible for your rose . . ."
"I am responsible for my rose," the little prince repeated, so that he would be sure to remember.
_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _
"All men have the stars," he answered, "but they are not the same things for different people. For some, who are travelers, the stars are guides. For others they are no more than little lights in the sky. For others, who are scholars, they are problems. For my businessman they were wealth. But all these stars are silent. You--you alone--will have the stars as no one else has them--"
_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _
another nice quote is ...
I am responsible for what I say but not for what you understand...
Sunday, November 28, 2010
Friday, November 26, 2010
"Tikšanās ar Dievu...
Lai no kāda aspekta tas būtu pateikts...tās dažas lietas ir un nebeidz pārsteigt cilvēk dzīvēs :)
Thursday, November 25, 2010
is this a quest ?
where is the key ?
where is a problem ? ....
and what is most important....what is solution... ?
Monday, November 22, 2010
Friday, November 19, 2010
yesterday was trying to create algorithm for my model transformation cases....i created it...but when i was going to sleep obtained that it is not complete ...(catch myself by idea...if it will be all the time i will find something else?...will i never finish ? ) ....i over-viewed ALL examples...which can be imagined....AND forgot about most simplest natural one :D then remembered it is so typical for me....when i was smaller in IQ tests and in math can solve complex ones...but had problems with simple things....
the funniest is this example for me must be more than natural and how you think about what i am talking now ?
answer is: paralel ;)
Thursday, November 18, 2010
"The Irony of Fate 2 (2007) - Ironiya sudby"
Wednesday, November 17, 2010
without thinking ... (more we think more combinations we find)
- i am afraid
- to be
- not to be
do someone knows what will be right...after 20 years ? ok after 5 years ? no ? month ? week ?
everything is risk and only reasonable assumptions are made by prediction using knowledge of past ... but if history will not repeat ? if some things we have learned in past has no sense in future ? (which obviously is truth because we, world, universe change and adapt) do we need to think about things we cant change and actually even predict by 100% ...but we do...because we don`t know a different way....still sometimes we need just do...
Which? How? ....no other comments...
and also i thinked i wrote what is the goal of thansformations..but seems not enougth clear...because if there is comment ..."what is the goal of writen?"... doh
my problem is that many of things i understand from other aspects than he usually ....and all the time i reread the papers i got some more ideas....sometimes (like now) this is awful...this everything don’t motivate at all...
Good that i have my spite at least...
I want to wish it is strong but not spiteful....learn from the positive but not from the all ...calm but not slow...creative but not with pipe-dreams...loved and not alone and/or leaved....
Welcome to my country
Tuesday, November 16, 2010
I need some graph which consists from 7 -10 nodes, lets say 9 :-) and which is directed ... i could draw it just like random but i need a meaning for nodes so it must be some very small system...
ideally is if between dicerted and undirected graph is quite big difference in paths....
why real system ? because i need to know the logic between paths and what changes ... (there absolutely will be errors in real system) if we do not follow this logic...or natural laws (in biological system) which exist by default...
if we not follow logic representing system the acquired modelling results will not be correct as well another similar system will not be able to create because without logic it will not function as needed ...
soo... where to get such a small and nice graph ? :) ideas ?
other thing ...
what you think would be interesting to acquire ? what kind of knowledge about system ...if you know morphology, and functionality and behavior and comformity to laws.... anything else...except typical graph and matrix based values...like dispersion, diameter, ranks...
have some ideas...but they are more crazy than are acceptable i think :D
Monday, November 15, 2010
"We're the bridge across forever, arching above the sea, adventuring for our pleasure, living mysteries for the fun of it, choosing disasters triumphs challenges impossible odds, testing ourselves over and again, learning love and love and LOVE! "
Sunday, November 14, 2010
Saturday, November 13, 2010
“A soulmate is someone who has locks that fit our keys, and keys to fit our locks. When we feel safe enough to open the locks, our truest selves step out and we can be completely and honestly who we are; we can be loved for who we are and not for who we’re pretending to be. Each unveils the best part of the other. No matter what else goes wrong around us, with that one person we’re safe in our own paradise. Our soulmate is someone who shares our deepest longings, our sense of direction. When we’re two balloons, and together our direction is up, chances are we’ve found the right person. Our soulmate is the one who makes life come to life.”
“The worst lies are the lies we tell ourselves. We live in denial of what we do, even what we think. We do this because we're afraid. We fear we will not find love, and when we find it we fear we'll lose it. We fear that if we do not have love we will be unhappy.”
“Your only obligation in any lifetime is to be true to yourself.”
“I want to be very close to someone I respect and admire and have somebody who feels the same way about me.”
“Learning is finding out what you already know, Doing is demonstrating that you know it, Teaching is reminding others that they know it as well as you do. We are all learners, doers, and teachers.”
“Here is the test to find whether your mission on earth is finished. If you're alive, it isn't.”
“What the caterpillar calls the end of the world, the master calls a butterfly.”
“Don't turn away from possible futures before you're certain you don't have anything to learn from them.”
~ Richard Bach ~
Todays song : i wish....
Friday, November 12, 2010
It seems so far, but it never is
You won't need to stay, but you might lose your strength
on the way
Sometimes you may feel you're the only one
Cos all the things you thought were safe, now they're gone
But you won't be alone, I'll be here to carry you along
Watching you 'til all your work is done
When you find your heart, you'd better run with it
Cos when she comes along, she could be breaking it
No there's nothing wrong, you're learning to be strong
Don't look back
She may soon be gone, no don't look back
She's not the only one, remember that
If your heart is beating fast, then you know she's right
If you don't know what to say, well, that's all right
You don't know what to do?
Remember she is just as scared as you
Don't be shy, even when it hurts to say
Remember, you're gonna get hurt someday, anyway
Then you must lift your head, keep it there
Remember what I said
I'll always be with you don't forget
Just look over your shoulder I'll be there.
If you look behind you, I will be there.
If you look behind you, I will be there.
Thursday, November 11, 2010
Kamēr svecītes deg kamēr liesmiņas plīvo kamēr mēs visi šeit visu tu vari gūt Kamēr svecītes deg kamēr vien esi dzīvs viss tu vēl vari būt vēlies tikai vēlies! To var ikviens to var ikdien ikdien kamēr nezin neviens klusi,lai nedzird neviens stipri tā kā neviens nevar neviens,neviens, neviens aizkavēt to vēlies,vēlies,kaut ko vēlies... Kamēr svecītes deg kamēr liesmiņas spīd kamēr mēs visi šeit visu tu vari gūt
Jau dungoju tātad ir labāk :)
Tuesday, November 9, 2010
then there is just one way to create a priority list and keep it in the level of eyes....need to put on fridge :D
and again....coin and everything has two saids :)
once joking i said - they are too polite to say the truth ... i hope i will have no deal with such a people :)
Monday, November 8, 2010
this is like magic circle...love inspires me if i am inspired i am creative if i am creative i can work and love...
Sunday, November 7, 2010
Saturday, November 6, 2010
so everything is question of time ?
which in fact is question of past....
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
Monday, November 1, 2010
Thursday, October 21, 2010
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
it influence most of people and even somehow them who try to contend...
Also sad is that stereotypes ... the negative one examples (there are again 2 sides which popularize that...) are more visible that positive ones...sometimes it makes me not only spiteful, but also angry ...
... i hope one day it will not show itself as country where are beautiful girls because it is so...sadly...
but as country where live clever and creative people...because there are...
i want to be proud because of my country....but i don`t think beauty or sports is something amazing for what we can be proud ... i hope it will not tread on somebody's toes...this is just my thoughts...
i would like my country is positive and beautiful....but it is just beautiful :(
What is the difference between this clock
and what are similarities ?
i can quess....
differences... design ? users ? and fashion and beauty is something subjective and it change fast....
similarities ... functions? purpose ? structure ?
If there is something beautiful without functionality...that has no usage...after some time it is forgotten and/or covered with dust...
so much philosophic questions on which we can give many and opposite answers ... there is no one answer which is right one...
is it worth to try to survive all the time for one moment (it is not predefined there will be one)....to live with hope that maybe... or it is worth live each moment, accept that is it something special because it will not repeat...because it is yours...because there are some dreams you want realize, because you accept that the way you go also is beautiful not only purpose...
it is important...efforts must be in balance with benefits....
Monday, October 18, 2010
Saturday, October 16, 2010
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
John: "But you always seem so happy."
Elaine: "Well, happy is easy. You act happy; people see you as happy and you see yourself through their eyes: you feel happy. It doesn't work for lonely... but happy's easy."
Monday, October 4, 2010
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
there are some thing...when you start to think you think a lot...
what can i say about this
...., -8,5,-3,2,-1,1,0,1,1,2,3,5,8, .... [wiki]
still the same counting...
Each circle is connected to another one in 2 places... in total 2 connections - each connection has the 90 degree angle between two perpendicular line which are drawn via centre of circle... everything else is inside or outside...
this is my version :D what else....and what does it gives to me ....
hmm and it matters where the next cube is ... it change ....not the symbol of course...but the direction and dimension
also one circle ...the larger..there fits 2 spirals ...
and they can be rotated ...around... in plane :-)
this next is nice :
Monday, September 13, 2010
"Nearly every software professional has heard the term spaghetti code as apejorative description for complicated, difficult to understand, and impossible to maintain, software. However, many people may not know the other two elements of the complete Pasta Theory of Software.
Lasagne code is used to describe software that has a simple, understandable, and layered structure. Lasagna code, although structured, is unfortunately monolithic and not easy to modify. An attempt to change one layer conceptually simple, is often very difficult in actual practice.
The ideal software structure is one having components that are small and loosely coupled; this ideal structure is called ravioli code. In ravioli code, each of the components, or objects, is a package containing some meat or other nourishment for the system; any component can be modified or replaced without significantly affecting other components.
We need to go beyond the condemnation of spaghetti code to the active encouragement of ravioli code."
new connections in system can cause new problems...compatibility...actually everything new can cause...
in more hierarchies object is represented...more contacts it have and more wider point of view it gives...
hierarchies are created and/or used to construct a disconnected categories...to see where the links between the elements can be removed to show a specific functionality, characteristics of some group...
Sunday, September 12, 2010
"If something is in me which can be called religious then it is the unbounded admiration for the structure of the world so far as our science can reveal it.”
/ Albert Einstein /
“Words, when written, crystallize history; their very structure gives permanence to the unchangeable past”
/Sr. Francis Bacon /
“A system doesn't necessarily mean rigid structure, but it means setting up organization that works for you.”
/Sue Shipman /
we create a structures to organize our works...
Thursday, September 9, 2010
Monday, September 6, 2010
at least in my opinion knowledge base is some kind of base that consist of storage and application and both of them use some specific knowledge representation schema
most of the data is stored in data base which use a specific knowledge representation schema to relate existing data...and in this way ... if there is data, relations and rules which enables reasoning...we can talk about knowledge... but...this data, relations... is not just concepts, characteristics or properties...each concept now has qualitative measures (if a can say like this)... each have not only name but also values - default and any possible value that is experienced in relation with viewed thing...
when there is not just concepts - it is necessary to name represented entity with all its characteristics ...OAV... for this most appropriate concept can be object:
1) it is widely used;
2) it can be used to describe artifacts, phenomena;
3) it has characteristics...and values;
it can be thing, reality, subject, place, organization.... everything that can be described...so every system...and systems vary a lot...
when chose the name object... this means name, attributes, values, functions,...
still need some data structure which includes not only object but also rules and connections that are related to this object - because knowledge this is something more than data about object...even if they are structurised in some way...
this is one of reasons why i choose frame :)
other reason is Structural Modelling approach - which use frame hierarchy to acquire and represent knowledge ...
so what i need is data base and software that use/share the same knowledge representation schema - in my case frames...
Friday, September 3, 2010
1) was thinking why people chose to be lonely and do they chose... or it just happens?
or maybe there are both options like for everything... if it is a choice then probably it is made because they haven’t got what they have dreamed about... they has lack of something...mostly it is because of love...they have no one to who they can give their love...
so then they decide to be lonely ... to prove to themselves and to the world (where actually nobody cares it) that they are strong ....they work more, they reach goals ....but they have nobody to share with their achievement, joy, pain...this is sad ...and they become more isolated from others ...
This all i started to think just because was trying to find a reason why some of people share so much time, emotions in social networks ... maybe the expectations....
When you write or say to someone private you expect by default that will have a feedback... when it is written somewhere ...diary, facebook, etc... there even is no need for feedback... it can be and also not...but always it is assumed if there will not be comments it will not change anything... when you ask to someone and there is no reply... it is different...and it hurts...
so and just because we all need to share emotions we look for the most suitable, painless way - because nobody wants to be hurted ... and ...jaa the technologies bring the different ways to share with but at the same time everybody becomes more isolated and lonely....
before it was because of different knowledge, social levels now because of fear not to be on the same wavelength...of fear.... but must say that in most of the cases people don’t even think that they must risk...that there can be something else...
and they try to find similarities in social networks...because we fall in love in things which we like...which we do... if we like, love ourselves something and if we find someone does the same... we start to like that person... isn’t it so ?
Must say i saw also movie http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0817230/ yesterday...and i found it nice
2) Frames...why i like this idea and why it is so actual for me in knowledge representation...
Some time ago was thinking does Minsky chose this name for the data structure because of it’s meaning or it was coincidence? more believe to the first ... because every problem, idea, picture, everything has some borders...maybe misty, maybe clear...but has ... so when we choose concept object ... it includes some characteristics by default...name; attributes; functions....but if we look on some object we imagine it with some connections, some rules, in some context that is outside of the object definition (this is my point of view) by itself ... so to represent something we imagine...and frame is a structure which allows to describe everything what is needed for the situation, object in one place...if the object represents something one then frame represents set...
Picture & frame ... imagination :-)
Thursday, September 2, 2010
But they tell me I'm doing fine ...."
Sunday, August 29, 2010
Monday, August 16, 2010
SHREK: Well I am through with you?
DONKEY: Uh-uh. You know you was always me, me, me. Well guess what? Now it's my turn. So you just shut up and pay attention! You are mean to me. You insult me, and you don't appreciate anything that I do. You're always pushing me around, or pushing me away!
SHREK: Oh yah? Well if I treated you so bad, how come you came back?
DONKEY: Because that's what friends do! They forgive each other!
SHREK: Oh yah. Yah. You're right, donkey. I forgive you - for stabbing me in the back!
DONKEY: Ohhhhh! You're so wrapped up in layers, onion-boy. You're afraid of your own feelings!
SHREK: Go away.
DONKEY: See? There you are, doing it again. Just like you did to Fiona. And all she ever do was like you.Patīk man I Šreks :) vienkārši patīk :)
hmm then i googled...
The butterfly exists in four distinct forms. First of all the butterfly symbolizes new life from and old one. The butterfly is symbolic of rebirth after death. Butterflies symbolizes change. In the western world, the symbol of the butterfly stands for freedom, fun and joyous times. The butterfly is a reminder to make changes when the opportunity arises. Change and transformation are inevitable for us all, but it does not have to be traumatic. It is also symbolises a state of naturalness and purity. The Mandarin Chinese word for butterfly is "hu-tieh". "Tieh" means "70 years", therefore butterflies have become a symbol for a long life. The Ancient Greeks considered butterflies as the souls of those who had passed away. In ancient Greek the word for butterfly is "Psyche", which translated means "soul". In one of the Russian dialects, butterflies are referred to as "dushuchka" which is a derivative of the word "dusha" also meaning soul. Like a butterfly, we are all different, and beautiful in our own way. In ancient mythology, the butterfly stands for wisdom and everlating knowledge.
There is a Native American legend that says, " If you have a secret wish, capture a butterfly and whisper your wish to it. Since butterflies cannot speak, your secret is ever safe in their keeping. Release the butterfly, and it will carry your wish to the Great Spirit, who alone knows the thoughts of butterflies. By setting the butterfly free, you are helping to restore the balance of nature, and your wish will surely be granted."
read and if i will need to catch third to make it free i will wish :) i know nonsense...but :)
for me today there are three songs i hum like that donkey from Shrek :)
hehe now i can add to my list one more thing...great...water,fire, brutality, love did not kill me :) i will repeat... what doesn’t kill me makes me stronger...and indeed...the only thing i afraid is aomeone said...if you all the time feel bad after some time you even not realize that you feel bad...and there are things in my life i dont want to loose ...one of them is pure emotions :)
least I need now that somebody is sorry about me…I do not need this and I also will not accept any help …and this you need to know before talk to me…
Complex? Jaa all life is complex system…which consists of simple elements that are connected with relationships that are linked with rules, but these relationships do not comply to rules time to time (why? I can wisper, but will not this time :) ) the same as we cant make an mathematical equation to all systems just because we miss something…and …if we use AND we can count everything, if we use OR we need to make another equation and to create a equation system to represent system as whole…but if we repeat one element in the system this is not right and we loose it, if we repeat more that twice, then we need to count how many times we repeat it…but this is too complex, and there must be another solution – more easy one …because for each problem there is more than one solution all the time…I am sure for this and I will find it!!!