Friday, November 19, 2010

will sound crazy ...

yesterday was trying to create algorithm for my model transformation cases....i created it...but when i was going to sleep obtained that it is not complete ...(catch myself by idea...if it will be all the time i will find something else?...will i never finish ? ) ....i over-viewed ALL examples...which can be imagined....AND forgot about most simplest natural one :D then remembered it is so typical for me....when i was smaller in IQ tests and in math can solve complex ones...but had problems with simple things....

the funniest is this example for me must be more than natural and how you think about what i am talking now ?

answer is: paralel ;)

Thursday, November 18, 2010

"i had happiness in my life...i mean not i had  ...i have ...because happiness it is not cold... it cant just pass away... if it is given to somebody then it is always protected me in life...this happiness for me is will say it happened long ago, but no. It was just yesterday or even today in morning. it doesn't pass away. Someone said that love doesn't have past time. It is true. I know it for sure. I am a very happy man. I am lucky in this life and i wish the same to you."

"The Irony of Fate 2 (2007) - Ironiya sudby"

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

There are things in life that just have to be done...

    without thinking ... (more we think more combinations we find)
  • yes
  • no
  • maybe
  • i am afraid
     without comments ... (counting pros cons)
  • bad
  • good
     without doubts ... (about things we have no clue what will be)
  • to be
  • not to be
to be sure that what you have done is done just by you.....

do someone knows what will be right...after 20 years ? ok after 5 years ? no ? month ? week ? 
everything is risk and only reasonable assumptions are made by prediction using knowledge of past ... but if history will not repeat ? if some things we have learned in past has no sense in future ? (which obviously is truth because we, world, universe change and adapt) do we need to think about things we cant change and actually even predict by 100% ...but we do...because we don`t know a different way....still sometimes we need just do... get comment about my publication ....."in the paper are various things which meaning in approach differs from here written..."
Which? How? other comments...
and also i thinked i wrote what is the goal of thansformations..but seems not enougth clear...because if there is comment ..."what is the goal of writen?"... doh

my problem is that many of things i understand from other aspects than he usually ....and all the time i reread the papers i got some more ideas....sometimes (like now) this is awful...this everything don’t motivate at all...

Good that i have my spite at least...

Soon...tomorrow will be the birthday for my country...
I want to wish it is strong but not spiteful....learn from the positive but not from the all ...calm but not slow...creative but not with pipe-dreams...loved and not alone and/or leaved....

Welcome to my country


Vienmēr iekšā būs sajūta dzīva,
Ka kaut kur ir vieta,
Kur citādi dziesma skan;
Kur mājīgums savādi silda;
Kur būtību piepilda brīvība man;

Vienmēr Jums teikšu,
Ka Latvija maza – tik vienkārša savā skaistumā;
Tik vienoti stipra,
Kad sirdis kopā pukst;
Tik drosmīgi spītīga – kad vairs nav nekā...

~Ieva~ (2008)

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

so back to work


I need some graph which consists from 7 -10 nodes, lets say 9 :-) and which is directed ... i could draw it just like random but i need a meaning for nodes so it must be some very small system...
ideally is if between dicerted and undirected graph is quite big difference in paths....
why real system ? because i need to know the logic between paths and what changes ... (there absolutely will be errors in real system) if we do not follow this logic...or natural laws (in biological system) which exist by default...
if we not follow logic representing system the acquired modelling results will not be correct as well another similar system will not be able to create because without logic it will not function as needed ...
soo... where to get such a small and nice graph ? :) ideas ?

other thing ...
what you think would be interesting to acquire ? what kind of knowledge about system ...if you know  morphology, and functionality and behavior and comformity to laws.... anything else...except typical graph and matrix based dispersion, diameter, ranks...

have some ideas...but they are more crazy than are acceptable i think :D

Monday, November 15, 2010

Today quotes....

"You teach best what you most need to learn."

"We're the bridge across forever, arching above the sea, adventuring for our pleasure, living mysteries for the fun of it, choosing disasters triumphs challenges impossible odds, testing ourselves over and again, learning love and love and LOVE! "

Richard Bach 

Sunday, November 14, 2010

“If you love someone, set them free. If they come back they're yours; if they don't they never were.”

~Richard Bach~


15 pages in 3 days ...much and nothing compared to what i still have to do...
but i am back in my working mood so ... everything will be ok :-)