nice is analysis shown i am ok...bad is no matter how good is analysis i feel bad and have temperature, bronchitis and cold (and now it is already 1,5 moths i am in such a situation)....
is this a  quest ?
where is the key ?
where is a problem ? ....

and what is most important....what is solution... ?

Nothing is safe...

Nothing is safe for everything we need backups...every document,roles, plans... Ironic is that only thing we cant backup is life...at least if there are backups then we dont know about them...and it is just normaly seems because documment copy doesnt know it is a copy...

will sound crazy ...

yesterday was trying to create algorithm for my model transformation cases....i created it...but when i was going to sleep obtained that it is not complete ...(catch myself by idea...if it will be all the time i will find something else?...will i never finish ? ) ....i over-viewed ALL examples...which can be imagined....AND forgot about most simplest natural one :D then remembered it is so typical for me....when i was smaller in IQ tests and in math can solve complex ones...but had problems with simple things....

the funniest is this example for me must be more than natural and how you think about what i am talking now ?



answer is: paralel ;)

"i had happiness in my life...i mean not i had  ...i have ...because happiness it is not cold... it cant just pass away... if it is given to somebody then it is forever...it always protected me in life...this happiness for me is love...you will say it happened long ago, but no. It was just yesterday or even today in morning. it doesn't pass away. Someone said that love doesn't have past time. It is true. I know it for sure. I am a very happy man. I am lucky in this life and i wish the same to you."

"The Irony of Fate 2 (2007) - Ironiya sudby"

There are things in life that just have to be done...

    without thinking ... (more we think more combinations we find)

• yes
• no
• maybe
• i am afraid

     without comments ... (counting pros cons)

• bad
• good

     without doubts ... (about things we have no clue what will be)

• to be
• not to be

to be sure that what you have done is done just by you.....


do someone knows what will be right...after 20 years ? ok after 5 years ? no ? month ? week ? 
everything is risk and only reasonable assumptions are made by prediction using knowledge of past ... but if history will not repeat ? if some things we have learned in past has no sense in future ? (which obviously is truth because we, world, universe change and adapt) do we need to think about things we cant change and actually even predict by 100% ...but we do...because we don`t know a different way....still sometimes we need just do...

heh...today get comment about my publication ....."in the paper are various things which meaning in approach differs from here written..."
Which? How? ....no other comments...
and also i thinked i wrote what is the goal of thansformations..but seems not enougth clear...because if there is comment ..."what is the goal of writen?"... doh


my problem is that many of things i understand from other aspects than he usually ....and all the time i reread the papers i got some more ideas....sometimes (like now) this is awful...this everything don’t motivate at all...

Good that i have my spite at least...

Soon...tomorrow will be the birthday for my country...
I want to wish it is strong but not spiteful....learn from the positive but not from the all ...calm but not slow...creative but not with pipe-dreams...loved and not alone and/or leaved....


Welcome to my country

Latvija

Vienmēr iekšā būs sajūta dzīva,

Ka kaut kur ir vieta,

Kur citādi dziesma skan;

Kur mājīgums savādi silda;

Kur būtību piepilda brīvība man;

Vienmēr Jums teikšu,

Ka Latvija maza – tik vienkārša savā skaistumā;

Tik vienoti stipra,

Kad sirdis kopā pukst;

Tik drosmīgi spītīga – kad vairs nav nekā...

~Ieva~ (2008)