Thursday, September 2, 2010

the 1st september :)

beginning ?


in the 1st September was the anniversary - 10 years since the first year in university and 15 years since i started to learn in Imantas Latvian gymnasium...when you write it somewhere you see hmm it is some time past …also was thinking….when I was small child I wanted to be a teacher…after this all I will not be anything else :-) so one of my dreams will come true….and also I had a choice after gymnasium : computer science or psychologist….i decided computer science because other I needed just to put in order my thoughts – I chose the right way…I love what I do…and after all system analysts analyze systems … human is also system…so we need kind of psychology ….just we look on everything from a wider point of view ;) I don’t say something is better or worst just I feel comfortable where I am and I love what I do :-)

"Suppose it's just a point of view
But they tell me I'm doing fine ...."

Sunday, August 29, 2010

true true true

"when you don`t expect anything you see everything.... like childs" /Fairytail/


" I believe in music, the way some people believe in fairy tales…” /August Rush/





In the night was thinking on idea which I think and hardly believe somewhere is already realized…because many people try to analyze the texts (I mean in science)…
So if we take some text and search on most used words…we got graph…the links between nodes are generated using the sentences. Trivial words are not used or can be used to identify the close relationships (for example he - > john) …
So if we have 4 sentences…
House has 4 windows. House has 2 doors. Doors are in white color. House is located in Riga.
We got graph… where links are between all concepts which are used in the sentence and the strongest links can be between concepts which are closer to each other. This is from nothing special stories… :)

Monday, August 16, 2010

šīs dažas frāzes man šodien izraisīja smieklus :) man šodien topā ir Šreks un es tik daudz domāju, ka man drīz galvu vajadzēs atvēsināt ūdenī :D

DONKEY: What's the point of being able to talk when you gotta keep secrets?

&

DONKEY: Hey, hey, hey, come back here! I'm not through with you yet!

SHREK: Well I am through with you?

DONKEY: Uh-uh. You know you was always me, me, me. Well guess what? Now it's my turn. So you just shut up and pay attention! You are mean to me. You insult me, and you don't appreciate anything that I do. You're always pushing me around, or pushing me away!

SHREK: Oh yah? Well if I treated you so bad, how come you came back?

DONKEY: Because that's what friends do! They forgive each other!

SHREK: Oh yah. Yah. You're right, donkey. I forgive you - for stabbing me in the back!

DONKEY: Ohhhhh! You're so wrapped up in layers, onion-boy. You're afraid of your own feelings!

SHREK: Go away.

DONKEY: See? There you are, doing it again. Just like you did to Fiona. And all she ever do was like you.

Patīk man I Šreks :) vienkārši patīk :)
today saved already 2 butterflies and they both were similar kind of...start to think they follow me ><
hmm then i googled...

from: [http://wiki.answers.com/Q/What_is_the_symbolic_meaning_of_a_butterfly]
The butterfly exists in four distinct forms. First of all the butterfly symbolizes new life from and old one. The butterfly is symbolic of rebirth after death. Butterflies symbolizes change. In the western world, the symbol of the butterfly stands for freedom, fun and joyous times. The butterfly is a reminder to make changes when the opportunity arises. Change and transformation are inevitable for us all, but it does not have to be traumatic. It is also symbolises a state of naturalness and purity. The Mandarin Chinese word for butterfly is "hu-tieh". "Tieh" means "70 years", therefore butterflies have become a symbol for a long life. The Ancient Greeks considered butterflies as the souls of those who had passed away. In ancient Greek the word for butterfly is "Psyche", which translated means "soul". In one of the Russian dialects, butterflies are referred to as "dushuchka" which is a derivative of the word "dusha" also meaning soul. Like a butterfly, we are all different, and beautiful in our own way. In ancient mythology, the butterfly stands for wisdom and everlating knowledge.

There is a Native American legend that says, " If you have a secret wish, capture a butterfly and whisper your wish to it. Since butterflies cannot speak, your secret is ever safe in their keeping. Release the butterfly, and it will carry your wish to the Great Spirit, who alone knows the thoughts of butterflies. By setting the butterfly free, you are helping to restore the balance of nature, and your wish will surely be granted."

read and if i will need to catch third to make it free i will wish :) i know nonsense...but :)

for me today there are three songs i hum like that donkey from Shrek :)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eWsQKci5nhY
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pd3ru-ciB70
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MBFyTQAj3rc


hehe now i can add to my list one more thing...great...water,fire, brutality, love did not kill me :) i will repeat... what doesn’t kill me makes me stronger...and indeed...the only thing i afraid is aomeone said...if you all the time feel bad after some time you even not realize that you feel bad...and there are things in my life i dont want to loose ...one of them is pure emotions :)
also ....
least I need now that somebody is sorry about me…I do not need this and I also will not accept any help …and this you need to know before talk to me…
Complex? Jaa all life is complex system…which consists of simple elements that are connected with relationships that are linked with rules, but these relationships do not comply to rules time to time (why? I can wisper, but will not this time :) ) the same as we cant make an mathematical equation to all systems just because we miss something…and …if we use AND we can count everything, if we use OR we need to make another equation and to create a equation system to represent system as whole…but if we repeat one element in the system this is not right and we loose it, if we repeat more that twice, then we need to count how many times we repeat it…but this is too complex, and there must be another solution – more easy one …because for each problem there is more than one solution all the time…I am sure for this and I will find it!!!

Friday, August 13, 2010

calm

Today i want to be alone and far away from everything...i just need a calm...

i like this song....

Thursday, June 3, 2010

just crazy :D

From the one point of view there exist the feeling/state of completeness (at least it can be defined as such), from the other side this completeness is complex system because it has requirements and characteristics ...
(it is composed of interconnected parts that as a whole exhibit one or more properties not obvious from the properties of the individual parts (Joslyn, C. and Rocha)it is structured system - variously; (N. Goldenfeld and Kadanoff)it is one whose evolution is very sensitive to initial conditions or to small perturbations, one in which the number of independent interacting components is large, or one in which there are multiple pathways by which the system can evolve (Whitesides and Ismagilov)it is one that by design or function or both is difficult to understand and verify (Weng, Bhalla and Iyengar)it is one in which there are multiple interactions between many different components (D. Rind)it is in process that constantly evolve and unfold over time (W. Brian Arthur).) [taken from wiki]

and so this system changes in time it has no defined measures, it can be lost in one moment, if you not try to fulfill it with more detailed things...it is just because we change in the time and more we grow more we need to grow and more we find details that can be improved...we never know will or not the next step bring to breakdown or to evolution, will the feeling of completeness will be ruined or replenished... but i know that if we do something with love we have done best we can do and it is more that can be asked from us...
this lead to the sentence...

in one level of decomposition collaborates one kind of systems (in the meaning of complexity rank/scale) - they can be one level higher or one level lower, but not more... in the other case they cant understand each other and collaborate (valuable & in long-drawn) - all other level systems are just used or use the viewed systems to improve own functionality