Each morning when I open my eyes I say to myself: I, not events, have the power to make me happy or unhappy today. I can choose which it shall be. Yesterday is dead, tomorrow hasn't arrived yet. I have just one day, today, and I'm going to be happy in it.

- Groucho Marx

I have had dreams and I have had nightmares, but I have conquered my nightmares because of my dreams.

- Jonas Salk

eyes don't lie ...

Frances: "What is it about love that makes us so stupid? "

Frances: Do you know the most surprising thing about divorce? It doesn't actually kill you. Like a bullet to the heart or a head-on car wreck. It should. When someone you've promised to cherish till death do you part says "I never loved you," it should kill you instantly. You shouldn't have to wake up day after day after that, trying to understand how in the world you didn't know. The light just never went on, you know. I must have known, of course, but I was too scared to see the truth. Then fear just makes you so stupid.
Martini: No, it's not stupid, Signora Mayes. L'amore e cieco.
Frances: Oh, love is blind. Yeah, we have that saying too.
Martini: Everybody has that saying because it's true everywhere.


Katherine: Never lose your childish innocence. It's the most important thing.

Frances: Unthinkably good things can happen even late in the game. It's such a surprise.

Frances: Every day I watch for the old man with the flowers, and I wonder, was he born here? Did he love someone here? Did he lose someone here? He doesn't seem as curious about me, but that's all right. These days I'm something of a loner myself.

Frances: What are four walls, anyway? They are what they contain. The house protects the dreamer. Unthinkably good things can happen, even late in the game. It's such a surprise.

where from comes x ?

where from comes x ?
:-)

:-)

I need to thank my friends and family for Christmas spirit :-) Today i get know also that i will be aunt next summer :-) Name day in Christmas was not funny when i was small, but now it seems like privilege :-)

I am calm, but sad in my heart and i believe miracles .... i believe :-)

from parts to an organism

Strange thing is when i write from phone here it automatically puts caps lock...maybe there is some hot key i cant find oo ...amazing...also new line here doesn’t work :d ok the point of topic is ...was reading top 10 weirdest things in space and one of subtopics was life... About carbon, hydrogen...and life ...from parts to and organism...maybe it is not mystery at all...maybe this all is just pattern matching and design...if we look on analogies... Maybe when perfect match is found a union is created, then this union looks for another perfect match....some of all unions survive some not because of environment... Examples...2 people forms couple...then they find families with similar interests...also cities, state, unions of states, the same in alive organisms... Why everybody want to find some magic? Maybe this is just perfect design... Perfect design after all is reproduced....this is the goal of design isn’t it? Also for mechanical systems ... We don’t create much unique artifacts because them take much energy, matter ...and don’t give expected results...i don’t talk about experiments...they are everywhere.... Maybe there is no magic at all... Everything is logically.... Like it have to be?... I cant say it for sure because i believe in magic...but if ....  :)

Get to computer and changed caps lock font to normal - to save nerves anybody else :D

Each month or once in 2 at work we (colleagues) celebrate birthdays & name days ... so i was asked what i want on my name day on what i replied i dont care what will be i know it will be nice :-) i know she always find something which i like, because i am easy predictable :D

when went home was thinking what i like and i was thinking also about list my friend had one her birthday what she would like...and understood that most of the things she would like to receive i dont care ... because if i want something like that i go and find myself but for surprise to myself i got list also for myself:
1. always and forever i like flowers :) ( alive :o) )
2. books
3. ticket to theater, opera, cinema...

mine is easy :o)  

so most of the people are more complex as me but what is the strangest ...they think i am ...this is what i understood as well today :D

just great :)

Today found my favorite perfume again - Kate Moss ^^ :-)
Also understood what i have to put in object and what in class hierarchy ^^ - actually there is some small difference between i thought before and now .... i need to put object hierarchy in tree view and class hierarchy as slots... because instances and alternatives are specific to each object and they are more like characteristics ^^ but different objects forms a system and i can show part-whole relationship in tree :) perfect :D

today saw again some beautiful quote and understood I need to reread "The Little Prince" :)


"What is essential is invisible to the eye," the little prince repeated, so that he would be sure to remember.
"It is the time you have wasted for your rose that makes your rose so important."
"It is the time I have wasted for my rose--" said the little prince, so that he would be sure to remember.
"Men have forgotten this truth," said the fox. "But you must not forget it. You become responsible, forever, for what you have tamed. You are responsible for your rose . . ."
"I am responsible for my rose," the little prince repeated, so that he would be sure to remember. 
 _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ 


"All men have the stars," he answered, "but they are not the same things for different people. For some, who are travelers, the stars are guides. For others they are no more than little lights in the sky. For others, who are scholars, they are problems. For my businessman they were wealth. But all these stars are silent. You--you alone--will have the stars as no one else has them--"

  _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _
 

another nice quote is ...

I am responsible for what I say but not for what you understand...

How quickly heals physical wounds and how long it takes to heal the scars left by the said words and emotions

dažas skaistas patiesības par dzīvi :)

"Tikšanās ar Dievu...

by Santa Velicko on Friday, November 26, 2010 at 2:25pm

Es redzēju sapnī, ka intervēju Dievu ...‘’Vai tu gribētu mani intervēt?’’ Dievs vaicāja? ‘’Jā ,ja Tev ir laiks’’, es teicu.Dievs smaidīja ‘’Mans laiks ir mūžība... ‘’, ‘’Kādus jautājumus tu vēlētos man uzdot?’’ ‘’Kas Tevi cilvēkos visvairāk pārsteidz? ‘’ Dievs atbildēja: ‘’Tas, ka viņus garlaiko bērnība. Viņi steidz kļūt pieauguši un tad atkal ilgojas atgriezties bērnībā. Tas, ka viņi zaudē savu veselību, lai pelnītu naudu, un tad zaudē naudu, lai atgūtu veselību. Tas, ka pārāk domājot par nākotni viņi aizmirst tagadni tā, ka nedzīvo ne tagadnē, ne nākotnē . Tas, ka viņi dzīvo tā, it kā nekad nemirs, bet mirst tā, it kā nekad nebūtu dzīvojuši. ‘’ Dievs paņēma manu roku savā un brīdi klusēja! Un tad es jautāju: ‘’Kādas dzīves mācības, Tu kā tēvs vēlies, lai Tavi bērni apgūst?’’ Dievs smaidot atbildēja: ‘’Iemācīties to, ka viņi nevar nevienu piespiest mīlēt. Viņi vienīgi var ļaut sevi mīlēt. Iemācīties to, ka nav labi salīdzināt sevi ar citiem. Iemācīties to, ka bagāts cilvēks nav tas, kuram visvairāk ir, bet tas, kuram vismazāk vajag. Iemācīties to ,ka vajadzīgas tikai dažas sekundes, lai dziļi ievainotu cilvēkus, kurus mīlam, un vajadzīgi daudzi gadi, lai šīs brūces izārstētu. Iemācīties piedot praktizējot piedošanu. Iemācīties to, ka ir cilvēki, kas viņus ļoti mīl tikai tie vienkārši nezina, kā izteikt vai izrādīt savas jūtas. Iemācīties to, ka divi cilvēki var skatīties uz vienu un to pašu, bet redzēt to atšķirīgi. Iemācīties to, ka ne vienmēr pietiek ar to, ka citi viņiem piedevuši, viņiem jāpiedod arī pašiem. Un iemācīties to, ka ES ESMU ŠEIT VIENMĒR....’’

"

Lai no kāda aspekta tas būtu pateikts...tās dažas lietas ir un nebeidz pārsteigt cilvēk dzīvēs :) 

blablabla....just drawings

this is nice :)

fibonacci

nice is analysis shown i am ok...bad is no matter how good is analysis i feel bad and have temperature, bronchitis and cold (and now it is already 1,5 moths i am in such a situation)....
is this a  quest ?
where is the key ?
where is a problem ? ....

and what is most important....what is solution... ?

Nothing is safe...

Nothing is safe for everything we need backups...every document,roles, plans... Ironic is that only thing we cant backup is life...at least if there are backups then we dont know about them...and it is just normaly seems because documment copy doesnt know it is a copy...

will sound crazy ...

yesterday was trying to create algorithm for my model transformation cases....i created it...but when i was going to sleep obtained that it is not complete ...(catch myself by idea...if it will be all the time i will find something else?...will i never finish ? ) ....i over-viewed ALL examples...which can be imagined....AND forgot about most simplest natural one :D then remembered it is so typical for me....when i was smaller in IQ tests and in math can solve complex ones...but had problems with simple things....

the funniest is this example for me must be more than natural and how you think about what i am talking now ?



answer is: paralel ;)

"i had happiness in my life...i mean not i had  ...i have ...because happiness it is not cold... it cant just pass away... if it is given to somebody then it is forever...it always protected me in life...this happiness for me is love...you will say it happened long ago, but no. It was just yesterday or even today in morning. it doesn't pass away. Someone said that love doesn't have past time. It is true. I know it for sure. I am a very happy man. I am lucky in this life and i wish the same to you."

"The Irony of Fate 2 (2007) - Ironiya sudby"

There are things in life that just have to be done...

    without thinking ... (more we think more combinations we find)

• yes
• no
• maybe
• i am afraid

     without comments ... (counting pros cons)

• bad
• good

     without doubts ... (about things we have no clue what will be)

• to be
• not to be

to be sure that what you have done is done just by you.....


do someone knows what will be right...after 20 years ? ok after 5 years ? no ? month ? week ? 
everything is risk and only reasonable assumptions are made by prediction using knowledge of past ... but if history will not repeat ? if some things we have learned in past has no sense in future ? (which obviously is truth because we, world, universe change and adapt) do we need to think about things we cant change and actually even predict by 100% ...but we do...because we don`t know a different way....still sometimes we need just do...

heh...today get comment about my publication ....."in the paper are various things which meaning in approach differs from here written..."
Which? How? ....no other comments...
and also i thinked i wrote what is the goal of thansformations..but seems not enougth clear...because if there is comment ..."what is the goal of writen?"... doh


my problem is that many of things i understand from other aspects than he usually ....and all the time i reread the papers i got some more ideas....sometimes (like now) this is awful...this everything don’t motivate at all...

Good that i have my spite at least...

Soon...tomorrow will be the birthday for my country...
I want to wish it is strong but not spiteful....learn from the positive but not from the all ...calm but not slow...creative but not with pipe-dreams...loved and not alone and/or leaved....


Welcome to my country

Latvija

Vienmēr iekšā būs sajūta dzīva,

Ka kaut kur ir vieta,

Kur citādi dziesma skan;

Kur mājīgums savādi silda;

Kur būtību piepilda brīvība man;

Vienmēr Jums teikšu,

Ka Latvija maza – tik vienkārša savā skaistumā;

Tik vienoti stipra,

Kad sirdis kopā pukst;

Tik drosmīgi spītīga – kad vairs nav nekā...

~Ieva~ (2008)

so back to work

:-)

I need some graph which consists from 7 -10 nodes, lets say 9 :-) and which is directed ... i could draw it just like random but i need a meaning for nodes so it must be some very small system...
ideally is if between dicerted and undirected graph is quite big difference in paths....
why real system ? because i need to know the logic between paths and what changes ... (there absolutely will be errors in real system) if we do not follow this logic...or natural laws (in biological system) which exist by default...
if we not follow logic representing system the acquired modelling results will not be correct as well another similar system will not be able to create because without logic it will not function as needed ...
soo... where to get such a small and nice graph ? :) ideas ?

other thing ...
what you think would be interesting to acquire ? what kind of knowledge about system ...if you know  morphology, and functionality and behavior and comformity to laws.... anything else...except typical graph and matrix based values...like dispersion, diameter, ranks...

have some ideas...but they are more crazy than are acceptable i think :D

Today quotes....

"You teach best what you most need to learn."

"We're the bridge across forever, arching above the sea, adventuring for our pleasure, living mysteries for the fun of it, choosing disasters triumphs challenges impossible odds, testing ourselves over and again, learning love and love and LOVE! "

Richard Bach 

“If you love someone, set them free. If they come back they're yours; if they don't they never were.”

~Richard Bach~

huh

15 pages in 3 days ...much and nothing compared to what i still have to do...
but i am back in my working mood so ... everything will be ok :-)

:)

I love that books and qoutes from Richard Bach...just love ... and i know what i will have in my wish list for Christmas :)

“A soulmate is someone who has locks that fit our keys, and keys to fit our locks. When we feel safe enough to open the locks, our truest selves step out and we can be completely and honestly who we are; we can be loved for who we are and not for who we’re pretending to be. Each unveils the best part of the other. No matter what else goes wrong around us, with that one person we’re safe in our own paradise. Our soulmate is someone who shares our deepest longings, our sense of direction. When we’re two balloons, and together our direction is up, chances are we’ve found the right person. Our soulmate is the one who makes life come to life.”

“The worst lies are the lies we tell ourselves. We live in denial of what we do, even what we think. We do this because we're afraid. We fear we will not find love, and when we find it we fear we'll lose it. We fear that if we do not have love we will be unhappy.”

“Your only obligation in any lifetime is to be true to yourself.”
 
“I want to be very close to someone I respect and admire and have somebody who feels the same way about me.”

“Learning is finding out what you already know, Doing is demonstrating that you know it, Teaching is reminding others that they know it as well as you do. We are all learners, doers, and teachers.”

“Here is the test to find whether your mission on earth is finished. If you're alive, it isn't.”

“What the caterpillar calls the end of the world, the master calls a butterfly.”

“Don't turn away from possible futures before you're certain you don't have anything to learn from them.”

~ Richard Bach ~

Sweet dreams for those who goes sleep and good morning for all who gets up :-)

Todays song : i wish....

yesterday quotes:

Observations always involve theory.

~Edwin Hubble~

In all science, error precedes the truth, and it is better it should go first than last.

~Hugh Walpole ~

and learning from them todays quotes :

A fact is a simple statement that everyone believes. It is innocent, unless found guilty. A hypothesis is a novel suggestion that no one wants to believe. It is guilty, until found effective.

~Edward Teller~

The important thing in science is not so much to obtain new facts as to discover new ways of thinking about them.

~William Lawrence Bragg ~

If we wish to make a new world we have the material ready. The first one, too, was made out of chaos.
~Robert Quillen~

So have a sunny and creative day!

just beautiful...

Somewhere down the road, you're gonna find a place
It seems so far, but it never is
You won't need to stay, but you might lose your strength
on the way

Sometimes you may feel you're the only one
Cos all the things you thought were safe, now they're gone
But you won't be alone, I'll be here to carry you along
Watching you 'til all your work is done

When you find your heart, you'd better run with it
Cos when she comes along, she could be breaking it
No there's nothing wrong, you're learning to be strong
Don't look back
She may soon be gone, no don't look back
She's not the only one, remember that

If your heart is beating fast, then you know she's right
If you don't know what to say, well, that's all right
You don't know what to do?
Remember she is just as scared as you

Don't be shy, even when it hurts to say
Remember, you're gonna get hurt someday, anyway
Then you must lift your head, keep it there
Remember what I said
I'll always be with you don't forget
Just look over your shoulder I'll be there.

If you look behind you, I will be there.
If you look behind you, I will be there.

today singing

Kamēr svecītes deg
kamēr liesmiņas plīvo
kamēr mēs visi šeit
visu tu vari gūt

Kamēr svecītes deg
kamēr vien esi dzīvs
viss tu vēl vari būt 
vēlies tikai vēlies!

 To var ikviens
 to var ikdien ikdien
 kamēr nezin neviens
 klusi,lai nedzird neviens
 stipri tā kā neviens 
 nevar neviens,neviens,
 neviens aizkavēt to 

vēlies,vēlies,kaut ko vēlies... 

Kamēr svecītes deg
kamēr liesmiņas spīd
kamēr mēs visi šeit
visu tu vari gūt

Jau dungoju tātad ir labāk :)

Sometimes we afraid to loose someone so much that we start to loose ourselves

then there is just one way to create a priority list and keep it in the level of eyes....need to put on fridge :D

and again....coin and everything has two saids :)

once joking i said - they are too polite to say the truth ... i hope i will have no deal with such a people :)

todays quote :-)

There is only one way to happiness and that is to cease worrying about things which are beyond the power of our will

these are words with which i wake up this morning ... i remember i was asking what i have to do to be happy and  ...answered myself ..i have to live so i can say   "i love what i do and i do what i love...."
this is like magic circle...love inspires me if i am inspired i am creative if i am creative i can work and love...

today again is clear sky...a lot of stars :-) i see most of them clearly, but i wish i could see them closer one time...interesting are there telescopes which are available to everyone who is interested ? :)

just fun...

Every object in universe has mass/energy/matter ... the question... when we inspect and represent object is do we have knowledge to see the important aspects which affect objects behaviour  - > so....do we have tools which allows to acquire the knowledge...

so everything is question of time ?

which in fact is question of past....

When we think we represent something also for ourself to understand the things and the logic, ties between them ... today i recognized i 'talk' to myself -  like say something in thoughts, try to compare...i do it all the time to make decisions (and i did it before just today i thought more on what i do)...have no idea do other also do the same, but somehow we need to represent we have stored in our heads to be able to understand and it is then for some time kept in short term memory...still there is need for keywords that are connected to be able to recover it from short time memory in the moment we need it ...do it shows we try to be prepared for everything - at least for the important things we think we can change ?

how easy is to learn program in a short time if you have no clue about it before ?.... is it worth to learn to get just a nice design ? ....

Each time you fall down, just get back up. If you can pick yourself up, you can also move forward.
/Words of Wisdom by Daisaku Ikeda/

autumn :)

draft..

algorithm in data base...if strong connections (structure) then bold... if week (properties) not bold...if other slots ... ? (so each link has weights) after weights all data base is clustered in several hierarchies ....if there are 2 nodes connected each to other with week link...they can be separated in some conditions  ?

There are some things which make me sad when i go to work or back home... people don`t smile and are not polite....some time ago i thought environment do not change people...but it does...it does..
it influence most of people and even somehow them who try to contend...

Also sad is that stereotypes ... the negative one examples (there are again 2 sides which popularize that...) are more visible that positive ones...sometimes it makes me not only spiteful, but also angry  ...
... i hope one day it will not show itself as country where are beautiful girls because it is so...sadly...
but as country where live clever and creative people...because there are...

i want to be proud because of my country....but i don`t think beauty or sports is something amazing for what we can be proud ... i hope it will not tread on somebody's toes...this is just my thoughts...


i would like my country is positive and beautiful....but it is just beautiful :(


in reply...
What is the difference between this clock
http://www.epos.ch/collection/gents/sophistique/3383.htm
and another:
http://www.njla.org/store/jewelry/
                                                                         ?

and what are similarities ?

i can quess....
differences...  design ? users ? and fashion and beauty is something subjective and it change fast....

similarities ... functions? purpose ? structure ?

If there is something beautiful without functionality...that has no usage...after some time it is forgotten and/or covered with dust...
so much philosophic questions on which we can give many and opposite answers ... there is no one answer which is right one...

is it worth to try to survive all the time for one moment  (it is not predefined there will be one)....to live with hope that maybe... or it is worth live each moment, accept that is it something special because it will not repeat...because it is yours...because there are some dreams you want realize, because you accept that the way you go also is beautiful not only purpose...


it is important...efforts must be in balance with benefits....

“Freedom is instantaneous the moment we accept things as they are.”
~Karen Maezen Miller~

Ja vēlies ko sasniegt, proti sevi ierobežot (Wilst du ins Unendliche schreiten, Geh nur im Endlichen nach allen Seiten)

~Johann Wolfgang von Goethe~

Oo

it is october 16... and outside wet snow Oo.... something unbelievable ....

Ally McBeal Quote...

Elaine: "I've never spent an un-lonely day in my life."
John: "But you always seem so happy."
Elaine:  "Well, happy is easy. You act happy; people see you as happy and you see yourself through their eyes: you feel happy. It doesn't work for lonely... but happy's easy."

"That love is all there is, is all we know of love "

time scale...

Have you ever thought what happens if you roll back the time ?.... I had... i did ... :-) once (it was about 10 years ago..) I had screen-saver with a golden fish who was growing each day ... i was not very patient so i figured out i can turn back time for some days and look what will happen next - fish was still alive ^^ - so and the same size i seen it before... not smaller... (like you cant turn back the time...) then i put back the real time...fish was dead ...so you cant grow it if you dint feed it...this means need to take smaller time scale...i did so my fish in screen-saver after some roll-backs was huge in one day while others had to grow it many months :D ok this was happy story ... but what happens when you turn back time... for computer...it has many incompatibilities then... why ? because time has past and there were updates and the time is on computer as real time do not pass with time in updates...so the created traces are incompatible with the new one that can be created...and there is just no option to cope with such a situation.... so any virus who can roll back the time can harm the system ...probably....

there are some thing...when you start to think you think a lot...
fibonacci spiral....
what can i say about this
mathematics:

1
1+1=2
1+2=3
2+3=5
3+5=8....

hmm and
-1
-1-1=-2
-1-2=-3
-2-3=-5
-3-5=-8...

hmm and

...., -8,5,-3,2,-1,1,0,1,1,2,3,5,8, .... [wiki]

still the same counting...



Each circle is connected to another one in 2 places... in total 2 connections - each connection has the 90 degree angle between two perpendicular line which are drawn via centre of circle... everything else is inside or outside...
this is my version :D what else....and what does it gives to me ....

hmm and it matters where the next cube is ... it change ....not the symbol of course...but the direction and dimension
also one circle ...the larger..there fits 2 spirals ...

    and they can be rotated ...around... in plane :-)

and...

:D
reverse..

this next is nice :

http://www.maths.surrey.ac.uk/hosted-sites/R.Knott/Fibonacci/fibnat.html

lol

"A joke among engineers is that rock structure can be commonly broken into two general classifications; 'CHILE' — Continuous Homogenous Isotropic Linear Elastic (what most geotechinical engineers would like to see) and 'DIANE' — Discontinuous Inhomogenous Anisotropic Non-Elastic (what most in-situ rock masses actually are). "

"Nearly every software professional has heard the term spaghetti code as apejorative description for complicated, difficult to understand, and impossible to maintain, software. However, many people may not know the other two elements of the complete Pasta Theory of Software.

Lasagne code is used to describe software that has a simple, understandable, and layered structure. Lasagna code, although structured, is unfortunately monolithic and not easy to modify. An attempt to change one layer conceptually simple, is often very difficult in actual practice.

The ideal software structure is one having components that are small and loosely coupled; this ideal structure is called ravioli code. In ravioli code, each of the components, or objects, is a package containing some meat or other nourishment for the system; any component can be modified or replaced without significantly affecting other components.

We need to go beyond the condemnation of spaghetti code to the active encouragement of ravioli code."

ammm...just...a little crazy... :-)

sometimes there are situations when you kind of cant think...(for me it is because of temperature now)...but you must think...and then are thoughts which just appear and it is not possible to determine is there some truth inside or not ... because you cant catch what you think :D complex :)

new connections in system can cause new problems...compatibility...actually everything new can cause...

in more hierarchies object is represented...more contacts it have and more wider point of view it gives...

hierarchies are created and/or used to construct a disconnected categories...to see where the links between the elements can be removed to show a specific functionality, characteristics of some group...

some things that i liked ...

today i read this : 

"http://web.mit.edu/newsoffice/2010/3q-pnp.html" and know will need read once and think about solutions because this seems interesting :-)

Also prepare lecture for tomorrow about system structures...and  i liked this sentence ... a lot :)

"Misunderstandings that occurs continuously eventually will cause fatal damage to the system"


"If something is in me which can be called religious then it is the unbounded admiration for the structure of the world so far as our science can reveal it.”
/ Albert Einstein /

“Words, when written, crystallize history; their very structure gives permanence to the unchangeable past”
/Sr. Francis Bacon /

this means structure is something that stays unchanged up to some point while other things change quite dynamic...

“A system doesn't necessarily mean rigid structure, but it means setting up organization that works for you.”
/Sue Shipman /

we create a structures to organize our works...

shrek movie

i love it ...just first part - but i love :-)

today was thinking & drawing

one of the methods implemented in CoSySM :-)

Architecture

at least in my opinion knowledge base is some kind of base that consist of storage and application and both of them use some specific knowledge representation schema

most of the data is stored in data base which use a specific knowledge representation schema to relate existing data...and in this way ... if there is data, relations and rules which enables reasoning...we can talk about knowledge... but...this data, relations... is not just concepts, characteristics or properties...each concept now has qualitative measures (if a can say like this)... each have not only name but also values - default and any possible value that is experienced in relation with viewed thing...

when there is not just concepts - it is necessary to name represented entity with all its characteristics ...OAV... for this most appropriate concept can be object:

1) it is widely used;

2) it can be used to describe artifacts, phenomena;

3) it has characteristics...and values;

it can be thing, reality, subject, place, organization.... everything that can be described...so every system...and systems vary a lot...

when chose the name object... this means name, attributes, values, functions,...

still need some data structure which includes not only object but also rules and connections that are related to this object - because knowledge this is something more than data about object...even if they are structurised in some way...

this is one of reasons why i choose frame :)

other reason is Structural Modelling approach - which use frame hierarchy to acquire and represent knowledge ...

so what i need is data base and software that use/share the same knowledge representation schema - in my case frames...

thinking rethinking

in the night had two parallel thoughts ... one about frames and other about loneliness...

1) was thinking why people chose to be lonely and do they chose... or it just happens?
or maybe there are both options like for everything... if it is a choice then probably it is made because they haven’t got what they have dreamed about... they has lack of something...mostly it is because of love...they have no one to who they can give their love...
so then they decide to be lonely ... to prove to themselves and to the world (where actually nobody cares it) that they are strong ....they work more, they reach goals ....but they have nobody to share with their achievement, joy, pain...this is sad ...and they become more isolated from others ...
This all i started to think just because was trying to find a reason why some of people share so much time, emotions in social networks ... maybe the expectations....
When you write or say to someone private you expect by default that will have a feedback... when it is written somewhere ...diary, facebook, etc... there even is no need for feedback... it can be and also not...but always it is assumed if there will not be comments it will not change anything... when you ask to someone and there is no reply... it is different...and it hurts...
so and just because we all need to share emotions we look for the most suitable, painless way - because nobody wants to be hurted ... and ...jaa the technologies bring the different ways to share with but at the same time everybody becomes more isolated and lonely....
before it was because of different knowledge, social levels now because of fear not to be on the same wavelength...of fear.... but must say that in most of the cases people don’t even think that they must risk...that there can be something else...
and they try to find similarities in social networks...because we fall in love in things which we like...which we do... if we like, love ourselves something and if we find someone does the same... we start to like that person... isn’t it so ?

Must say i saw also movie http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0817230/ yesterday...and i found it nice

2) Frames...why i like this idea and why it is so actual for me in knowledge representation...
Some time ago was thinking does Minsky chose this name for the data structure because of it’s meaning or it was coincidence? more believe to the first ... because every problem, idea, picture, everything has some borders...maybe misty, maybe clear...but has ... so when we choose concept object ... it includes some characteristics by default...name; attributes; functions....but if we look on some object we imagine it with some connections, some rules, in some context that is outside of the object definition (this is my point of view) by itself ... so to represent something we imagine...and frame is a structure which allows to describe everything what is needed for the situation, object in one place...if the object represents something one then frame represents set...

- of course this again is my understanding about that all - but each time i read something i like i get new impressions - even if i read the same paper -> each time get some additional details i havn`t seen before :)

the idea of frame is to represent something that by default sticks together - belongs to each other... frame inflicts constraints, some structure, some expectations...represents something that belongs to one image ...

therefore i like it ...to be clear you must know rules...this at least somehow allows to foresee holistic perspective...

Picture & frame ... imagination :-)

the 1st september :)

beginning ?

in the 1st September was the anniversary - 10 years since the first year in university and 15 years since i started to learn in Imantas Latvian gymnasium...when you write it somewhere you see hmm it is some time past …also was thinking….when I was small child I wanted to be a teacher…after this all I will not be anything else :-) so one of my dreams will come true….and also I had a choice after gymnasium : computer science or psychologist….i decided computer science because other I needed just to put in order my thoughts – I chose the right way…I love what I do…and after all system analysts analyze systems … human is also system…so we need kind of psychology ….just we look on everything from a wider point of view ;) I don’t say something is better or worst just I feel comfortable where I am and I love what I do :-)

"Suppose it's just a point of view
But they tell me I'm doing fine ...."

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jS7qw49q2r4

true true true

"when you don`t expect anything you see everything.... like childs" /Fairytail/

" I believe in music, the way some people believe in fairy tales…” /August Rush/

♥ ♥ ♥

In the night was thinking on idea which I think and hardly believe somewhere is already realized…because many people try to analyze the texts (I mean in science)…

So if we take some text and search on most used words…we got graph…the links between nodes are generated using the sentences. Trivial words are not used or can be used to identify the close relationships (for example he - > john) …

So if we have 4 sentences…

House has 4 windows. House has 2 doors. Doors are in white color. House is located in Riga.

We got graph… where links are between all concepts which are used in the sentence and the strongest links can be between concepts which are closer to each other. This is from nothing special stories… :)

šīs dažas frāzes man šodien izraisīja smieklus :) man šodien topā ir Šreks un es tik daudz domāju, ka man drīz galvu vajadzēs atvēsināt ūdenī :D

DONKEY: What's the point of being able to talk when you gotta keep secrets?

&

DONKEY: Hey, hey, hey, come back here! I'm not through with you yet!

SHREK: Well I am through with you?

DONKEY: Uh-uh. You know you was always me, me, me. Well guess what? Now it's my turn. So you just shut up and pay attention! You are mean to me. You insult me, and you don't appreciate anything that I do. You're always pushing me around, or pushing me away!

SHREK: Oh yah? Well if I treated you so bad, how come you came back?

DONKEY: Because that's what friends do! They forgive each other!

SHREK: Oh yah. Yah. You're right, donkey. I forgive you - for stabbing me in the back!

DONKEY: Ohhhhh! You're so wrapped up in layers, onion-boy. You're afraid of your own feelings!

SHREK: Go away.

DONKEY: See? There you are, doing it again. Just like you did to Fiona. And all she ever do was like you.

Patīk man I Šreks :) vienkārši patīk :)

today saved already 2 butterflies and they both were similar kind of...start to think they follow me ><
hmm then i googled...

from: [http://wiki.answers.com/Q/What_is_the_symbolic_meaning_of_a_butterfly]
The butterfly exists in four distinct forms. First of all the butterfly symbolizes new life from and old one. The butterfly is symbolic of rebirth after death. Butterflies symbolizes change. In the western world, the symbol of the butterfly stands for freedom, fun and joyous times. The butterfly is a reminder to make changes when the opportunity arises. Change and transformation are inevitable for us all, but it does not have to be traumatic. It is also symbolises a state of naturalness and purity. The Mandarin Chinese word for butterfly is "hu-tieh". "Tieh" means "70 years", therefore butterflies have become a symbol for a long life. The Ancient Greeks considered butterflies as the souls of those who had passed away. In ancient Greek the word for butterfly is "Psyche", which translated means "soul". In one of the Russian dialects, butterflies are referred to as "dushuchka" which is a derivative of the word "dusha" also meaning soul. Like a butterfly, we are all different, and beautiful in our own way. In ancient mythology, the butterfly stands for wisdom and everlating knowledge.

There is a Native American legend that says, " If you have a secret wish, capture a butterfly and whisper your wish to it. Since butterflies cannot speak, your secret is ever safe in their keeping. Release the butterfly, and it will carry your wish to the Great Spirit, who alone knows the thoughts of butterflies. By setting the butterfly free, you are helping to restore the balance of nature, and your wish will surely be granted."

read and if i will need to catch third to make it free i will wish :) i know nonsense...but :)

for me today there are three songs i hum like that donkey from Shrek :)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eWsQKci5nhY
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pd3ru-ciB70
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MBFyTQAj3rc


hehe now i can add to my list one more thing...great...water,fire, brutality, love did not kill me :) i will repeat... what doesn’t kill me makes me stronger...and indeed...the only thing i afraid is aomeone said...if you all the time feel bad after some time you even not realize that you feel bad...and there are things in my life i dont want to loose ...one of them is pure emotions :)
also ....
least I need now that somebody is sorry about me…I do not need this and I also will not accept any help …and this you need to know before talk to me…
Complex? Jaa all life is complex system…which consists of simple elements that are connected with relationships that are linked with rules, but these relationships do not comply to rules time to time (why? I can wisper, but will not this time :) ) the same as we cant make an mathematical equation to all systems just because we miss something…and …if we use AND we can count everything, if we use OR we need to make another equation and to create a equation system to represent system as whole…but if we repeat one element in the system this is not right and we loose it, if we repeat more that twice, then we need to count how many times we repeat it…but this is too complex, and there must be another solution – more easy one …because for each problem there is more than one solution all the time…I am sure for this and I will find it!!!

calm

Today i want to be alone and far away from everything...i just need a calm...

i like this song....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b6kJNqWZ4Ig

just crazy :D

From the one point of view there exist the feeling/state of completeness (at least it can be defined as such), from the other side this completeness is complex system because it has requirements and characteristics ...

(it is composed of interconnected parts that as a whole exhibit one or more properties not obvious from the properties of the individual parts (Joslyn, C. and Rocha)it is structured system - variously; (N. Goldenfeld and Kadanoff)it is one whose evolution is very sensitive to initial conditions or to small perturbations, one in which the number of independent interacting components is large, or one in which there are multiple pathways by which the system can evolve (Whitesides and Ismagilov)it is one that by design or function or both is difficult to understand and verify (Weng, Bhalla and Iyengar)it is one in which there are multiple interactions between many different components (D. Rind)it is in process that constantly evolve and unfold over time (W. Brian Arthur).) [taken from wiki]

and so this system changes in time it has no defined measures, it can be lost in one moment, if you not try to fulfill it with more detailed things...it is just because we change in the time and more we grow more we need to grow and more we find details that can be improved...we never know will or not the next step bring to breakdown or to evolution, will the feeling of completeness will be ruined or replenished... but i know that if we do something with love we have done best we can do and it is more that can be asked from us...

this lead to the sentence...

in one level of decomposition collaborates one kind of systems (in the meaning of complexity rank/scale) - they can be one level higher or one level lower, but not more... in the other case they cant understand each other and collaborate (valuable & in long-drawn) - all other level systems are just used or use the viewed systems to improve own functionality